Strange.....

And so, the problem continues 2day...

Starts off with being confused :/

I seriously hate problems like this cause there seem to be no solution to my problem. I keep telling myself that every problem has a solution.

I kept thinking and thinking and thinking.... until finally my answer was found 2day at school.

The best start is that i finally found out my problem. Or is it even mine?

Its my Nerve sending impulses to my brain about "Emotions"

You know? "eMo"?

>_>

I seriously have no idea what else to say. When i get straight to the point. She gives me this "Nope, there's nothing wrong" face and what she does after that totally says "YES THERE IS A PROBLEM YOU IDIOT"

My head is so banged up with mixed emotions that i can barely even say it =='. What can I do? I can even't get near her to talk too. I could slowly wait it out, though i doubt my head can take another week or so.

And also 2day when school period ended, there was a heavy rain. This even made me more sad and depressed remembering the song by Bruno Mars~

"It Will Rain"

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
To keep you by my side
To keep you from walkin' out the door.

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, ra-a-a-ain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Ooh, if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin' "There goes my little girl
Walkin' with that troublesome guy"

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Ooh, but little by little watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make you mine

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, ra-a-a-ain

Oh, don't you say (don't you say) goodbye (goodbye),
Don't you say (don't you say) goodbye (goodbye)
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, ra-a-a-ain