Everyday is a new lesson

Hey y'all

Today is a very long day for me. Have lots of time at the library and clearly I should be studying instead of blogging here @.@

But hey, If I can study clearly after this then why not?

I want to talk about in every new day, We actually learn something even though we're not aware of it.
It could be as simple as learning how to communicate with another person.
Or even knowing what you ordered recently for lunch was a good or bad meal.

(unless you have ordered it before which means you already learnt it)

We never stop learning. And there will always be new things to learn the next day.
From studies to social skills, the branches are many. But which branch would you grow for everyone is different.

Even if it's a bad experience. You learn from it.
Good experience? Think of it as a reward.
It is better to make a mistake and learn then making mistakes when it is already too late.

Have I made many of mistakes?
Too many for me to remember. But I learn. And learning never stops.

Peace out!

Another Rant...

Yes!

It is that time again where I start ranting xD

Maybe it's just me or something but I do notice some people that often do not share much with other people around them even if they meet on a regular basis.

I have been through much and a lot if I dare say.

Going through foundation made me realize that some people are always not what they seem to be.

They pretend to be your friend when they are actually using you for their own needs.

They say there will be there for you but always seem to disappear when your looking for them

They are always around in happy moments but are not around in time of grief.

Yet somehow,

Nearing the end of the Pre-U, I met friends that were there for me.

It wasn't much but I really did feel like I was happy. Deep down in my thoughts, I would always smile whenever I see them.

And it's not the smile that I force myself to.

But sadly it was not meant to last as we went out separate ways after that.

Now It is back to the beginning square where I'm not sure how to start off again.

I have many friends, yes.
But I have no idea how many close friends I really have.

Someone who was there all the time in silence but kept me company now has suddenly turn a blind ear to me.
A person whom I thought could pour my heart content to now has suddenly disappeared from my contact list.
All my once seem to be close friends now are too busy and some are even miles away from where I stand.

I end my rant here saying this.
"Sometimes, the people who express their smile and laughter more than others are the people who are able to hide their feelings or emotions better than the others. Although, I can bet you this. If they’re hurting for too long or too much, they’ll eventually come to a break point. A break point where they’ll burst into tears of emotion and become fragile as their shattering heart breaks into pieces. To the point where when you look at them in the eyes, it’s just too sad. Their eyes filled with tears of fear, hurt, and sadness. As their eye color suddenly become lighter and the fear in their eyes suddenly become gentle and so brittle from the pain they’ve been holding on for too long with that facade they’ve been keeping on."

-http://lilytrang.tumblr.com/post/2332271398/sometimes-the-happiest-people-are-the-people-who

Where the winds of a New Beginnings Blow

Tiresome week.

But at least now I have something to do or something to look forward to everyday.

After 8 months of repeatedly saying I have nothing to do, I actually can't wait for the assignments or references to come in.

Occasionally I still say I would have time for games and all but I know all of that will have to come to an end soon as more work is piling up lateron.

Funny, the more we know we won't be able to have it, the more we learn to appreciate it. During that 8 months of continuous gaming, I felt as though it would have been better for me doing something else. Now with my degree starting, it seems like the playing time has become so precious.

 The class is kinda huge.
I'm sure this would be a great opportunity to meet more people and so on.
etc etc....

But I guess I have been away from people for so long that it kinda feels really weird when I approach anyone.
There's just this weird feeling that deep down I'm scared to get hurt again.
That I would be better off all by myself again.
But how long can this go on?

Not everyone is the same.
How would you know how good the movie is before watching it? Let alone if you just read the reviews. The only way is to experience it yourself before going through any necessary feedback.

Who knows maybe this time I would be able to find close friends?

Hopefully I'll have more time to spend here as I slowly thin down my time on games.