Friends? Make sure you know'em

Hey guys!

I'm back! huehuehuehue

So this post will something I would to talk about is friends. We all have friends. Just that there are different types of friends which I hope some of you can relate to what I'm talking about later on.

This is my personal opinion so if you have anything to comment, feel free to do so Or if you really don't like this post, you could stop reading it the instant you dislike it.

Choices are all on you to continue reading or not :)

 Okay so friends.
I'm sure all of you know they say, Oh , Pick your friends wisely and all that some friends are only soft on the eyes but hard in hurting you. After thinking about it, I found out a few "categories" of friends or What I like to call it, The level of frienship
Let Us Begin!

The friend who is physically present but with no communication whatsoever
Basically this type of friends just prefer to stay around you, not saying much unless really needed to. They don't respond to what you say but they really make a great listener. To really unlock the secrets behind the person, you really have to be very close to them.
A person that follows the crowd and goes with the flow. Nice people to start making friends with :)

The friends who only be with you for a certain reasons but not with you when you need them.
Now before you start jumping into conclusion and saying "Owh, I have many friends like this. All of them don't care about me and only care bout themselves etc etc". I'm talking about friends who want to do things together like go out for a movie or do a group work. All of these friends I'm talking about the positive because most people have experienced the "bad side" of friendship before. This friends only co-operate and show their hardworking side as they work with you, or just hang out but they won't notice you on the other side of your thoughts.
I'll get back to this later

The friends who say everything and anything but can't do anything, All talk no do.
This kind of friends often have the best sense of humour because about most of the time, they would be joking around. In a good way of course. They would definitely know whether you are feeling okay or down due to the usual laughter he gets but the given the choice of approaching that person is usually a no-no as they won't have much communication skills. Nevertheless, This type of friends are the friends you go to when you want to look at the positive side of life. Hahaha

The friends that only stay with you until they find better ones
Now what I mean by better ones are their "partners" okay, There's a differences. Like your friend is always with another particular person that your friend likes so he rarely spends time with you anymore. Then you'll be looking at your friend thinking, Aaaaaah the good old days when we used to be closer. Now I would like to pinpoint that when your friend is in a relationship, don't go destroying it just because he ain't spending time with you ._. Your not his family or something. Just be happy for him and move on. Who knows? Maybe your next friend would be your partner as well?

The friends that whom you know so perfectly but don't spend time together at all.
They usually spend time with their other close friends leaving you with no choice but to either follow them and be the awkward person in each and every conversation with barely a clue about what their talking. This has happen to me for gawd knows how long though I don't really mind. I enjoying the company more but the conversations I usually have with my friends are often very close and private since I'm only open to a few friends that know me quite well

And last but not least,
The friends that know you really close and are always there with you.
Now it is really hard to find this kind of friend. Don't give me that " My Friend understands me! You don't Know Anything!" Lies. Unless you really tested them before and they passed with flying colours. Then you can shove it down my face saying that you have a really close friend. This friends (that I hope each and everyone of you have at least 1) know every single thing your thinking and can co-relate to whatever you say to them. Lets say your in a bad mood or feeling down. They would probably go up to you, trying to break it down and trying hard to show the positives of every situation.
They would spend time with you whenever their free and won't bother too much when you send them a text or whatsapp which is usually replied  the minute they are free.
I beg you, anyone that has a friend like this, do not let them go.

These friends usually mean like a brother or sister. They know about you, and they will help. Regardless of some situation. Treasure and enjoy every moment you get being with them.
Hold that friendship bond tight till the very future. You'll know who your true friends are once you get older and their true colours appear

I guess that is what I thought of the whole day. Perhaps this friend topic has been bugging me for a very long time and I just wanted to let it all out.
Guess thats it!

Now back to the friends which can or cannot see your other side  of your thoughts. This means that they usually can know what your thinking without saying a word. They could see through your smile and happy face and know that deep down your actually crying. Maybe perhaps only really close friends can related to this. I have met and made many friends. All of which I have talked to unless its the friends that are physically there only :x
I know most of them but the level of closeness between me and my friends are different. I have a few friends that can really see the other side of me but sadly now in the course that I transferred from, sadly I don't have any really close friends yet. Most of them are like one of the above. Hahaha

If you want to "try" and be friends with me =P
Don't hesitate to comment or say something in the chatbox on the right side to communicate with me. Once I'll get to know you, we'll see how it goes XD
Till then, Adios! :D

MapleStory Post " Post-Red Cubing"

It's the time of the year again

Where I decided to spent cash on cubing once more

Prepare yourself! XD

My initial range.
So sad right? :(

So I decided to start with my overall which had all stats 9% in hopes to get all stats 12%. I don't usually aim that high because if I do, I'll end up burning cash ._.
Money flowing out like nobody's business

The stats on 1 of the resets really looked it was LEGENDAAARRYYY~~ XD
But honestly the stats just sucks.
More invincibility time
Reflect damage? O-o
All stats % again

Decided to put this on hold as I wanted to cube my Shoulder as well

Another piece of equipment that has All stats %
;_;
I switched between both overall and shoulder and finally got the results I wanted

Yeap, I was happeh
Extra 6% luck.
Feel like a mini achievement xD

Maybe this cute heart next? :3

MapleStory Post "2x Experience"

So last week there was a 2x exp event.

There was another 2x exp event during the last weekend as well. I did some training but the lag started to kick in so I couldn't reach a lvl :x

I thought I could at least obtain a level since I haven't been doing anything on maple since pre-red :3

was too excited so I only wanted to train post-red

Well for the first time of the 2x, I started off with a party + hs so I decided to use my own 2x coupon after the 2x time in-game

I couldn't finish the lvl off that night itself since it was getting late :x
So decided to do it the next day

lv 197! XD
3 more lvls seems so far.
53 lvls seems like an eternity.
trololol

Learn to know what your limits

Hey~!

It's been quite a while. I'm sitting for my class test this week so I've been kinda busy. Hahaha

Well enough about that, and more about what I'm about to say

Lately I had lots of assignments and stuff. Usually you'll be selected in a group with certain people. Since the lecturer is organizing your group members, you have to get along of each and every member because your given no choice and you have to present as a group but sometimes this really gets on my nerves so I thought I'll talk about it.

At first, I thought I could just do everything then just give them the presentation and they would only need present. Of course, not everything can be done by 1 person so I thought I could try to get along with all of members and hopefully this would lead to a more closer relationship with my classmates and so on. The fact that I cannot accept is that some people are just not honest at ALL.

 Well this is a little over. Not really saying that they are cheap people but Honesty is a very expensive gift as not many people really do give their honesty at certain times.
Especially since I have entered Foundation, I learnt that everyone has a double sided face that is only shown when your together with them for a certain period of time or when doing group work together. Being who I am, I don't usually go around messing with people's lives and saying that particular person a jerk or something. I keep it to myself so I personally know what is that person's characteristics.
What pisses me off the most is when people tell lies when its so freaking obvious that your crapping. For example, Let's say I'm asking this person, to go home and research some question about a certain topic to be discussed the next week for further progression on the assessment.

This person, had the cheek to tell me, that there was not enough time, no internet, or some other crappy reasons that totally doesn't make sense. I know you have much "better things to do" but if you really don't want to do then tell me straight to the face. It would make my life easier as I don't need to rely on you.
Some people might say, "Oh, why bother with such a person from the beginning? Why can't you just ignore that person from the start?"

Well, Every person deserves a chance. I would give out the work to everyone from the beginning so it would not seem like I'm picking sides. But after the second try, I would know who to rely on and who I shouldn't even bother looking at. I know I would be sad if I entered a new group and the leader there totally ignoring me though I haven't even done anything yet.
So once you find a really true friend, one that is honest to you about everything regardless good or bad, Don't lose that friend. You'll only meet a friend like this very rarely.
I know I have got a few :)



On the side note,
Maplestory Red Is finally arriving at MapleSEA! Whooots~!

Knowing MapleSEA, There was quite a number of bugs already detected in the game and sadly I have problems patching my client :(
I did 2 recordings of me solo-ing Zakum and Von Leon before Red patch to see how much the patch had an impact on Shadower. I'll record once more and hopefully it'll be better :x
Since Red has arrived, I'll most probably start Mapling back again but not as much as I would back the days.
Got lots of work to do and almost moved towards Dota 2 :x

Found this Fan Art on Facebook.

Cute~! <3 p="">

Wex Exort Quas~! XD

Sometimes being Grateful is enough

 So as I'm no longer in A levels, currently in Foundation In Science (FIS) where its no longer fully exam oriented. Your marks is based on other events other then your final exam which only takes up 50% of the marks. The other 50% comes from quizzes, tests, assessments, and attendances.
Its a bit more relaxed compared to A levels on the speed of the teaching with the workload but its definitely more hectic as you constantly have to manage your time with assessments as well as dates of your next quiz or test of each subject for every week.

Now my general quiz marks for Chemistry is not really strong. I went through most of the quiz scored that I had acquired and it was kinda bad. Bad in a way that its not that low but its not as high as it should be as well. There are other subject that I'm okay but I prefer all my subjects to be well balanced and not 1 I can excel at and the other where it simply goes down the drain.
Perhaps I just need motivation

Then again, Its just how I seems to study. I don't really put enough effort. There are times I do study but from my point of view its simply just not enough yet I continue to do no changes whatsoever...

Whats wrong with me?

When I start to worry, I see other people with scored more less higher then me but regardless their like 10000x more stressed and worried then me. When I get my paper, I usually feel grateful that I didn't get lower and instead wonder why I couldn't get higher? Then move on to the next paper incoming.

I used to worry and worry about what will happen next and so on.

IT HAS NOT HAPPEN YET. WHY WORRY?!

YOUR PAPER HAS PASSED. WHY WORRY?!

Regardless of how much you worry, it ain't gonna change a single thing. The only thing you can do is "Keep Moving Forward~!" (Meet the Robinsons lawl)

If your disappointed with your marks, throw that piece of paper that resembles your past and work harder to be better in the future!

Somehow I think i managed to motivate myself o-o

To top it off, If I were still in A Levels, I would be sitting for A2 examination starting tomorrow. I could sit here being sad that I could be still there completing my course and heading to a Degree program with better results. Well, That ain't happening. I just have to look forward and hope what comes in the future would be better then what I had in my past

One of my fond memories that I had in picture with these 2 girls :)

And to All my friends currently in A levels whom are sitting for A2 examination , I bid thee all Good Luck!
You know what? As long as your taking any exams now or next week or the month after that. I wish you good luck as well. Just sit down and show that paper your da baws.
Then after completing that paper, don't even bother looking through or discussing the answers as the paper is already over. Keep your thoughts and prepare for the next upcoming challenge.

Feelings? Or just confused?

Yes, It's been a few months since the last update on January. Many things were happening even now. Everyone is so busy. Even my friends still at Taylor's College are going to sit for their final exam soon. If I didn't transfer out from there, I would sure be very stressed now with the amount of studying and revision that I have to do.

Enough about that.

I just feel like I'm so busy to the point that i don't even have enough time to talk to myself, to ask myself what do you wan to do? My family is not always around so mostly I spend time by myself. I'm close to my new friends at Lakeside but not really close friend that goes everywhere with me. So mostly I hang about talking to my old friends together with my high school friend but they are busy too.

Then I remembered this so yeah.

So here I am trying to study up for Chemistry, while doing some Statistics question. At the same time, trying to figure out what I'm thinking. My feelings. My emotions.Why am I thinking like this?

It's like I'm trapped all alone in some big dark vortex. There are so many people around me yet I feel so alone. Even the person that mean so much to me starts feel like a nuisance.

Maybe all of this would clear up after a good night sleep.

Or I should just focus all on my studies and leave everything behind? Since of course studies are the most crucial? But I wanna feel like I'm enjoying my university life. Or is it I'm just to closed and should be opened minded?

Times like this i really feel I'm still back in College with friends that I'm familiar with the same age. It really makes me feel comfortable and most definitely more happy since I can be more open to them compared to my new classmates. Yet after so long feels like I'm no longer even part of them. Back to square 1. Alone with my devices.

Perhaps really over thinking. Should focus more on my studies I guess...

Yeap, I'll go and dive in my books while covering up my feelings.