~CryZ~: How bout Relationship?

Wassupz~!

Its been awhile xD

Had a rather wonderful weekend with lots of movies for the weekend. Into The Storm was a disappointment. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle was a little bit off but it was ok I guess.

Enough about that :P

Now recently, my head tends to think about things that I should really not make a big fuss about. My studies, what I do in my free time, revision and other stuff. I'm being so controlled now that sometimes I feel like just crying for days to come. My condition when I enter my university class doesn't help at all. At the beginning of the first sem, I had high hopes for the class thinking that this at least would be better then the last. Turns out this was actually worst.

Before hand, If your 1 of my classmates and your actually reading this post, I apologize. There are many good things about everyone but most of the bad stuff really annoys me to the point I find it hard to keep forgiving every single time you repeat it. So for the second sem, I'm really giving up hope. No more. Enough for me. I'm just gonna sit by the sidelines and only interact when I have to.

This is another thing that is bothering me. I know I'm doing my best to not make scene because I know I'm not perfect as well. But after countless of advise from not even the lecturers, they still end up doing it. I thought I would be relieved but I wasn't really surprised when nothing really changed

Same goes when I'm home. Being the youngest in the family, I realized that I do not have any power to even sound my opinion at some point. Like when someone is clearly doing something wrong but I can't sound to them.
As for friends? If your trying to tell them nicely or trying to help them in other ways, They interpret you differently and start accusing you or other stuff.

I'm going off topic ._.

Well, I was thinking about relationship when I started this post but it started off towards friends and family instead.
Hahaha

How do I start?
Hmmm

As for me, I always believe there is a silver lining in everything. That everything happens for a reason and Nothing occurs without him knowing.
Some of you might be in a relationship, looking for one, or maybe going to get married soon. However do take note that all of this is only my personal opinion.

You will not meet the perfect one on the first try.

I've had my own experience in some of these cases. I wasn't actually in a serious relationship to the point where parents start calling and stuff like that. It happened once and it really opened a big thought in my head ever since. Interested to hear one of my stories?

Hmmmm....

I guess I could tell you about the time I met someone virtually online.

And before you go all,

"Ohhhh how could you really meet and know someone online? Maybe that person is just taking advantage over you and blah blah blah"

This wasn't really planned for okay?

I met up with her in an online MMORPG

(an online role-playing video game in which a very large number of people participate simultaneously.)

We became virtual online couples and weeks after that I was surprised itself when she gave me her real phone number. This of course was a shock to me. I took down the number of course but I didn't contact her because I said to myself that this was clearly a joke?

Funny enough the next few days, she asked me why I didn't reach her? I said I had "forgotten" her number and gave her mine instead thinking that she possibly wouldn't even dare get into contact with me. Then at night, She really did started to text me. Of course during that time, my phone wasn't as smart as it would be now if now I'm sure our relationship would have gone in a different direction from then.

That was the start of what I would say a "Relationship" I guess?

We started texting daily whenever we could. One thing that bothered me however was that she didn't call. No matter how much I brought the topic up, she wouldn't let me call her or video chat. I did see pictures but it could be anyone so I actually wanted to wait until I could see her properly. My idiotic dumb past self however kept bugging her until she finally lost it. One thing lead to another and it was done for.

Thinking back. I always wondered what would happened if I was a little bit different. Then again, if that didn't happen then I would be clueless about what was going to come in the future. With more bigger crap coming at me.

But as I said, Everything happens with reason. I'm sure sooner or later it was not meant to last.

"He did not permit to be with her but he gave me the sight of her few years after I left her"

I saw her in a college that I told her last time I would be studying in the future and she said she would too. When I got there, I tried finding her anonymously but to no avail. I gave up after the first month but I saw a similar figure at the gates one day. I managed to contact her through whatsapp (My phone has gotten smarter since) hoping she would reply one last time. She did and was surprised that I saw her because she was actually there at that certain time.

Of course I could rather tell that she no longer didn't want to talk to me at all after all this years. So I didn't continue talking to her after a few days.

So yeah~

Maybe like what my friend says, Relationship at these times are usually fake and won't last long.