What friends?

 I really have had it ._.
THAT IS IT~!
I'm Gone~!

Bai bai old me. I guess some people will never get to know you better :D

Why your ego gotta be so high?

Seriously, people like this sometimes really get on my nerves ._.

Yeah, I have been kinda on going recently with all these posts. I feel like just writing or saying stuff out. If your going through the same situation then you not need fret as there are many other people having the same problem out there as well xD

Anyway,

WHYYY

WHYYYYY

Ego people sometimes are just really....

ARGGGG

Don't want to give in ._.

People try help you say your way better then when messed up. Don't even want to apologize. I don't even =='

Haihzzz

Well, lucky I'm the person I am today. Not easy to spark and explode me unless you really want me to explode on purpose. I realised that I have learnt so much from being under pressure to the friends you make in person.

Some are just okay when some are just horrible. Regardless, I don't treat everyone based on my opinion because there are always things that you may now know about that specific person. Maybe he has problems but is having difficulty to express them even towards their family.

I'm me and nothing can change that. If you have a problem with me, Just say it! Its not like I'm going to kill you or something. I rather be stabbed in the front at a specific time then be stabbed anonymously at the back with no clue when its going to happen

Some of you are like,

"OHHH, If your say better to be opened, then why are you posting stuff about this and that without letting the real person know? Your contradicting what you say? booooo"

Well, Most people are not like me. They can't take a simple joke or anything to do with other personal stuff. Those I know can handle it, I'll be straight forward. But others? Sometimes its just better to be quiet.... Like I said before, You really need to know who your friends are. :D

Well, That's about it.
Don't let these people ruin your day.
Now go out and have a great day everyone!!! :DDD

How bout Relationship?

Wassupz~!

Its been awhile xD

Had a rather wonderful weekend with lots of movies for the weekend. Into The Storm was a disappointment. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle was a little bit off but it was ok I guess.

Enough about that :P

Now recently, my head tends to think about things that I should really not make a big fuss about. My studies, what I do in my free time, revision and other stuff. I'm being so controlled now that sometimes I feel like just crying for days to come. My condition when I enter my university class doesn't help at all. At the beginning of the first sem, I had high hopes for the class thinking that this at least would be better then the last. Turns out this was actually worst.

Before hand, If your 1 of my classmates and your actually reading this post, I apologize. There are many good things about everyone but most of the bad stuff really annoys me to the point I find it hard to keep forgiving every single time you repeat it. So for the second sem, I'm really giving up hope. No more. Enough for me. I'm just gonna sit by the sidelines and only interact when I have to.

This is another thing that is bothering me. I know I'm doing my best to not make scene because I know I'm not perfect as well. But after countless of advise from not even the lecturers, they still end up doing it. I thought I would be relieved but I wasn't really surprised when nothing really changed

 Same goes when I'm home. Being the youngest in the family, I realized that I do not have any power to even sound my opinion at some point. Like when someone is clearly doing something wrong but I can't sound to them.
As for friends? If your trying to tell them nicely or trying to help them in other ways, They interpret you differently and start accusing you or other stuff.

I'm going off topic ._.

Well, I was thinking about relationship when I started this post but it started off towards friends and family instead.
Hahaha

How do I start?
Hmmm

As for me, I always believe there is a silver lining in everything. That everything happens for a reason and Nothing occurs without him knowing.
Some of you might be in a relationship, looking for one, or maybe going to get married soon. However do take note that all of this is only my personal opinion.

You will not meet the perfect one on the first try.

I've had my own experience in some of these cases. I wasn't actually in a serious relationship to the point where parents start calling and stuff like that. It happened once and it really opened a big thought in my head ever since. Interested to hear one of my stories?

Hmmmm....

I guess I could tell you about the time I met someone virtually online.

And before you go all, 

"Ohhhh how could you really meet and know someone online? Maybe that person is just taking advantage over you and blah blah blah"

This wasn't really planned for okay?

I met up with her in an online MMORPG 

1. (an online role-playing video game in which a very large number of people participate simultaneously.)

We became virtual online couples and weeks after that I was surprised itself when she gave me her real phone number. This of course was a shock to me. I took down the number of course but I didn't contact her because I said to myself that this was clearly a joke?

Funny enough the next few days, she asked me why I didn't reach her? I said I had "forgotten" her number and gave her mine instead thinking that she possibly wouldn't even dare get into contact with me. Then at night, She really did started to text me. Of course during that time, my phone wasn't as smart as it would be now if now I'm sure our relationship would have gone in a different direction from then. 

That was the start of what I would say a "Relationship" I guess?

We started texting daily whenever we could. One thing that bothered me however was that she didn't call. No matter how much I brought the topic up, she wouldn't let me call her or video chat. I did see pictures but it could be anyone so I actually wanted to wait until I could see her properly. My idiotic dumb past self however kept bugging her until she finally lost it. One thing lead to another and it was done for.

Thinking back. I always wondered what would happened if I was a little bit different. Then again, if that didn't happen then I would be clueless about what was going to come in the future. With more bigger crap coming at me.

But as I said, Everything happens with reason. I'm sure sooner or later it was not meant to last. 

"He did not permit to be with her but he gave me the sight of her few years after I left her"

I saw her in a college that I told her last time I would be studying in the future and she said she would too. When I got there, I tried finding her anonymously but to no avail. I gave up after the first month but I saw a similar figure at the gates one day. I managed to contact her through whatsapp (My phone has gotten smarter since) hoping she would reply one last time. She did and was surprised that I saw her because she was actually there at that certain time. 

Of course I could rather tell that she no longer didn't want to talk to me at all after all this years. So I didn't continue talking to her after a few days.

So yeah~

Maybe like what my friend says, Relationship at these times are usually fake and won't last long.

Guess that is it for now.
Till Next Time~! :D

Anger? Upset?

Yoooo~!

Well, it is the beginning of the first week after my break so I guess i'm taking it slow for a bit. I could always get started with the early topics. I did start reading a few stuff for Maths and also the literature part of English. Somehow I find that when I'm updating and writing this, I feel more like myself. If you find anything here that helped you, I'm grateful. If your hating then, well, you could always close the tab :D

I wanted to talk about Anger issues and stuff. Everyone gets angry once in a while. Regardless it could be your friend who keeps bugging you, maybe a brother/sister who really annoys you, or people that you virtually meet online. Maybe even a text message or a whatsapp text from your friend.

Obviously when your angry, you don't really think straight. Your mind automatically goes to rage with every thought of how much you hate that particular person and how to get back to that person just because he made you mad over something that you shouldn't really care.

I'm sure people reading this will be like

"Oh it's easy for you to say. If your getting mad over something, it's because it is a sensitive issue if you talk about etc etc etc"

Some people don't know what they are saying that offends you so the best way is to tell them

For the other people who deliberately gets on your nerves, poking you with a stick waiting for you to erupt is another completely different case.

These people usually have motive to get you angry. Let it be to use your anger to lead you to your downfall or just to see you get mad for no reason.

And like I said, when your angry, you tend to do crazy stuff and say things that you don't mean.

The best solution for me

is to just do nothing.

Respond casually if there are seriously asking you a question. But if its just some retarded question or something just to get you angry. Just sit there with your best poker face and pretend you didn't hear anything.

The first thought that usually comes to your head will be like..

"What does he want? Why is he asking this again? I feel like telling him off.... Crap, now the teacher coming. Scold me? I wasn't even talking.... This guy beside me just cannot keep quiet? I get the blame.. zzzzz"

Just and example in school.

Once your in a situation like this, just don't respond to him and pay attention in class.

Sooner or later, it'll stop and the person will just ask the teacher instead. If that person is your friend and gets upset, you could always talk to him later after class.

Wouldn't that be better then pulling a sour face or getting mad for no good reason?

Same thing goes over in social media!

There are people who are just plain keyboard warriors where insults just keep coming on and on.
Just ignore them. To acknowledge them is just a waste of your time.
Go and do whatever you want instead :D

At the end of the day, you'll be the most happiest person

Feeling a baaws because nothing can ruin your day. Those haters and internet keyboard warriors doesn't affect you. Its their choice to be what they want so you can't so anything about them but you can do something about yourself.
Leave them at what they are doing
Do what you want to do

Life is too short too be angry or upset.
Enjoy your life and don't lose sight of what is important! :D

Sword Art Online - SAO

Well, its been quite some times. Ever since my last post I was on break but was too busy with all the exams and others. Not to mention fasting and also Hari Raya after that. Soon after I'm back to my classes.

However, its still the first week so the lecturers are warming up and most students are still lazing around campus. Guess I can take it easy for the first few weeks before the big bomb drops. So I decided to watch anime.

Sword Art Online

I got so hooked on that I finished the entire season 1 and season 2 till the current episodes.
The first 15 episodes were interesting as it was like the plot followed.
Some people started to dislike SAO (Sword Art Online) after that episodes as it branched out to other stuff.

Though season 2 was really interesting.
Most people started to watch and follow again however there are a number of people who were discussing about the main character's avatar as it changes with the story line.
This actually makes it more interesting for me as you get to see new characters? I guess?

Well, maybe we'll see how season 2 goes on. So far there's only a handful of episodes released and I'm dying for the rest of the entire season @.@