When looking for a place to express myself or feel the need to give advise but I know no one else would acknowledge them, my place to pour out all these feelings are always here.
Throughout the entire time, somehow I always come back here to give myself courage once more. You see we think different at different times of our lives. Maybe when were happy, you think another thing but you definitely most certainly not think the same way if your u happy or feeling angry with something.
And right know I'm feeling very confused. Confused with everything...
What do you mean confused? Confused with everything you say?
It is the greatest moment of a students life that has no clue what he wants be in the far future. I have always had interest in studying a certain subject. There are many obstacles but how long must I fall to get back up and stand firm with my own 2 feet? Or should I do another sub field and stand proudly but looking down afraid of falling at any moment?
As you all know it, the release of my results hasn't been really bothering me. It is the next step that is a choice that I must make for myself that no one else can do for me. Once the choice is made, I must continue and follow that path until the future awaits. If I'm unsure of what I'm going to do now, the next coming few years will be just misery for me. All my friend seem to have made up their choices but what about me?
What should I do?
What do I love to do
I actually wanted to enter a certain degree but my results were a wee bit low then the requirements to enter. And before you say anything, yes, I did appeal to the university and they were very strict about accepting students with the exact requirement of the course. So that was definitely off my option. Unless, my parents said if I really wanted to do that degree, I would have to repeat foundation and obtain better results or try apply elsewhere with the current results I have now.
Now if given a choice, I want to stay at my current university. Transportation is not really a problem getting there as there are shuttle bus from my apartment back and forth. The facility is quite and the classes are nice. Food is definitely not a problem and I enjoy studying there. But if my drive for the particular course I want to join is higher, I definitely need to try and apply at elsewhere.
Should solve my problems right?
There's a catch
Most universities out there require an even higher result requirement for me to enter the same specific course that I inquire in my university as well. So the chances of me finding the same course at another university for acceptance with my current results is kinda low.
Don't you think?
So if my drive is really that high, I would try elsewhere or re enter foundation entirely again with hopes of getting better results and entry again.
Or I could just join the other courses offered at the same results with less interest but hopefully increases as I study more? I don't know...
This is why I am very confused. I don't know what to do. What choice do I have to make?
Before the journey of a thousand step begins, you must first choose in which direction the first step would be.
Now where would the direction of my first step be?
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