Life is testing me

 It has been a while since I said anything. It seems to be getting tougher and tougher each and everyday. With what I have to put up with. There are many things I wish i could have but life isn't that simple.And these things are beyond your control
You can't simply just take it in and hope for the best.
Because deep inside, I feel pain that no one has felt/

So I just put on a straight face and embrace everyday. Hoping that one day I'll find someone who understands me through thick and thin. Understand what it means to be me and in return, me understanding what it is to be him.

I'm not changing anybody

I'm just asking for someone to understand me for who I am

Because I'm kinda sure that I can relate to understanding you for who you are. I don't judge. I don't hold grudges. I treat you for who you are.

But if you don't tell me what is wrong, how can I help?

If we're suppose to work together for an assessment of some sort, How can I include your work or ideas if your just quiet in a corner?

How can a group come together if only 1 person is talking?

"GET BACK YOU SAVAGES"

Sometimes I just want to curl up in a ball and just stay that way, not looking at any one at all.

Keeping everything to myself.

Because not everyone thinks the way I do, the differences in us is what makes us humans. It is what that defines us.

Maybe I'm over thinking?

Perhaps that I have enough problems that when I think about this i go overboard?

Maybe so

But I can't deny the fact that I feel like a stranger everyday when I enter the room. None other then the person sitting in the same table with me or beside me during classes.

Other then that?

Response only when necessary....

Until when I have to keep it?

But to whoever reading this, Have an Awesome Day~ :)
You are who you are, and you can become anything you want to be.
Don't let any one influence or change your mind

Nyan~~~