Apology and Forgiveness

Well, There was nothing interesting happening in school 2day except knowing that i have to come to know whats going to happen during Trials, where i'm sitting and all that.

So kinda stressed abit that Trials is in a few days and SPM is in a few months time @.@

The mind is always thinking, so the best way of calming a person when feeling stressed is not to think about all the things that you will face. Its what happened in the past where you can correct your mistakes and not repeat them again in the future.

And i know that I'm a person that has made many mistakes in the past. Let it be from physically to mentally. Especially mentally where i made you hate me or hold a grudge against me without me knowing. I may never know what you are thinking or in your heart.
You maybe smiling at me face to face but holding a knife in your back getting ready to backstab me anytime.

2day, I found out unintentionally that "someone" has forgiven part of me.

I say this because last time i might have hurt her feelings because of my "not-so-matured" mind.

I couldn't tell whether she forgave me because she showed no signs of forgiveness. There was 1 sign but something happen when i got back from school so i think she has completely forgiven me now :D

I have made many mistakes that i'm not scarred to admit. After each mistake, i learn from them and get back up.

There are many mistakes however that can't be fixed overnight if it has to do with somebody else.

If i ever have done wrong to you, then i'm truly sorry.

I have friends but more to just a friend.

I never really had True close friend after a certain period.

There are friends but no friends that truly understood me. Maybe some friends that help me on the way but never really there for me when i need them.

But i have to stay strong.

I'm entering University next year, where i meet more people and experience more in life.

And those people are definitely not what i see in Secondary school.

Well, at least i have somebody that i really hope does not abandon me :D
>-<
I feel really close and happy thinking endless thoughts. :)

And now to get Ready for my Exams.
TRIAAAALS~~ D:

Let bygones be bygones

I know, i know

Its been really long since my last post and i apologize for that XD

There were many stuff i suddenly remembered in the past that  keeps making me down. I had to keep reminding myself that 

"What has been done can't be changed"

Because you can't just go back in time and fix everything. Humans make mistakes and you learn from them. Its just not 2 late.

Keep reminding yourself :)

Well on with the post XD

For the past few days there lot of things that i needed to do and there were other stuff that had to be done. Of course with the Hari Raya Holidays where i didn't blog at all :X

Yeaaaah,

There were things to do with my family. Went back to my home village to celebrate Hari Raya on my father's side. My mother's side is staying with me so didn't have to move around that much XD

There were other few places that i visited, parent's friends and everything. Got abit more Hari Raya Money. I didn't want to follow but since i'm getting money, i'm not the 1 to complain. =P

After that short 1 week, it was time to go back to school~

Of course, SPM Trials are also getting closer day by day. Not to mention the Real SPM which starts in November :x When you sit down and start to think of it, The exams are really getting very close.

I mean Trials is next week. And a few more months it would the real SPM.

And be4 you know it, i might be in University @.@

But there are funny moments in school ryte after the holidays XD

 Its very scary when there are more then a few of friends just staring at you from the back. It would then feel as though something is either wrong with them or you. Most likely it is YOU.
Maybe there is something on your back, or your about to do something stupid. I dunno its just like their waiting for your next move and see what happens next XD

 Speaking of  watching, I can't wait to read the next Naruto Manga XD

"You're already under my genjutsu"

Huuuhuuuhuuuuu
For those of you who follow the manga as well, i can't really imagine who is actually behind the mask~ O-o
I mean it could be Obito because the Kamui is as of same with Kakashi's Kamui. But it couldn't be because Obito is long gone~ just carry on~ no harm~ =P
Then again, it could be somebody else that took Obito's other eye when he was dead? @.@

I was so sad when i was reading this. I may not be a Sasuke or Itachi Fan but this was just plain sad.

Watching your older brother fading away

No Matter what you decide to do from now on...

I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER

Huuuuuuuuuu

So sad T^T

I'm back to reading Naruto Manga edi xD

Last but not least~

Who could not forget MapleStory~
Of course MapleStorySEA is undergoing the Return of the Forces patches where they buff up the other classes as well except Pirate and Thieves of course =='
There are more information in the main MapleStorySEA website as i'm too lazy to blog about here. I'm still upset that Justice is yet to arrive T^T
According the friend, Justice should arrive somewhere around December. Hopefully not in November when i'm having my exams ._.

Well, I guess thats it for this post. I have no idea when i'll be posting again but hope to do so soon!

No Posts over the last few weeks :/

Hi every1 for those who read my blog and just found out about my blog xD

I'm getting more and more busy everyday as my exams are getting nearer and as more as the start of The Fasting Month (Ramadhan) i become more and more sleepy everyday which is very bad >_<

So this'll be a VERY short posts saying that i'll be quite inactive sometime soon :/ But do check back once awhile as i mite post something.
Well, only Time will tell xD

MapleStory seems to be really distraction as i can't study well aso =3=
So the probability of me posting about Maple Will also go down xD

Well i guess thats it! @.@
If i ever have time, i'll be sure to post if anything happens XD
Peace OuT~! :3