Clearing my head, Works for me

My Intra 1 test continued 2day. Last week, i sat for English, Bahasa Melayu and History test. It wasn't so bad. I was quite confident for History though some of the essay question was not really complete xD

2day's first test was Mathematics. It was normal, not really that hard but that easy either. It was ok la i guess. My head was more to thinking about the Chemistry test which was after recess. I noticed after the test was over i didn't answer 1 of the questions properly. Knowing all my other friends, they start discussing about the test and trying to find out if their answer was correct or wrong.

They kept confusing me with a few questions and doubt took over my mind making me worry for my Mathematics test.

I said "Screw this". Mathematics is OVER. So i couldn't care less to take notice of my friends and went down for recess.

After recess was the paper everyone was nervous about....

Chemistry...

The paper was a little thick. i started to wonder what questions could the teacher do?

As i started flipping through the question papers, Most of my mind could say was

"......... wth? o-o"

So i tried my best at Objective questions with the multiple choice. It wasn't that bad once you start thinking in to the question.

Then came the Structural Questions...

My mind was barely even able to work.

There were questions that i could answer but there are few that was just blank there.... o-o

I seriously didn't know what to even write. And luckily there was no Essay questions during this Intra 1 test.

There was nothing else to do but gave my best answers that my brain could think of. Even after the test i was still thinking about equations and stuff but i never bothered to check for the real answer.

It might just ruin my day for tomorrows test.

Additional Mathematics

Accounts.

I really have to put my head into this XD

But i'm really thankful that i can now clear my mind out of things that make me do stupid stuff or act strangely. I am really a hoping that since now i'm feeling better. I hope that the solution to the problem be4 this would come to me and settle it.

But so far, my "previous" problems are mostly gone from my head most of the time.....

Anyways,

I just read an interesting forum on how to study efficiently in getting good grades or concentrating in class. There are a few things i actually agree with them that is every person has their own style of studying. Other people will adapt to their ways but with minor adjustments.

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Even only I could start back at the beginning...

You know, i think most of us would gladly turn time again to correct all our mistakes in the past. From doing wrong in exams till now or the last time you don't listen to your parents.

Everybody makes Mistakes.

We are humans.

Stop thinking about the past~! I know it may hurt. I know you did lots of mistakes.

But know to learn from your mistakes~! Even in your studies when you wrongly answer the question. You take it as a lesson and don't repeat it again!

I know i have did something wrong. I just don't know WHAT either. I seriously have nothing else to do. I'm still feeling so down. Words by other people are not helping me.

Even my friends are acting strange.

It's like the whole world is out to get me.

Now i'm asking you.

"I want the start a whole new beginning with you"

Don't look at the past,

Look into the present.

Think of the future,

Bright place in the picture.

Don't fret over your mistakes,

Learn and forget the mistakes.

All i'm asking from you is another chance to start all over again.

I'm helpless am I?

Learn to accept the Truth

So, lately i have been going through some serious problems which i finally found what it is.

Yesterday, i faced my greatest fear. I decided to take a step further in an attempt to solve the problem or make the problem worse.

No matter what the answer was, i wanted the Truth.

Even if it was hard to bear the answer.

The Truth hurts, but Lies are worse.

And Sadly, my problem got worse too.

I was Speechless.

There was nothing else better to say but to keep telling myself to stay strong....

I need to accept the truth that my time to come is a long more way to go.

I need to stop thinking about this.

I need to change.

There are much more better things in the world.

There are much more flowers.

Bu there is only 1 Life you have

Don't Waste it.

Live life to the fullest

Don't let your emotions take hold of you...

Emotion is a very strong weapon.

It can be used as a motivation that drives you further.

But it can also be time-bomb ready to explode.

Take hold of your emotions.

Don't give into your mind.

Fight back.

All your friends will be there for you...

"You are not Alone"