The year is .... coming to an end?

 It's that time of the year again.
The end of the year and beginning of a new fresh one.

Honestly this year, many things have actually happened to me. Lots of mistakes were made. Many lessons were learnt the heard way. All of which I could say has occurred for the best.
If I were to cross the same situation again next year, hopefully I'll do even better

The end of this semester also marks the end of my foundation.
How was it you say?
I actually don't have much fond memories. Memories that I would hold for life. But the only time I felt like I was being myself was during an English play.
That was the only time I felt like I was really enjoying myself. Or so I thought. The journey became less painful when a few people started to understand what I was going through.
Noticed the change that I went through from the beginning till the end.
As I was sad that as foundation was ending and that I had to move onward to the next step, They actually couldn't help but feel so relieved that foundation was coming to an end.

Regardless of what your choices are my friends, I wish the best for you.

 Deemo - Wings Of Piano

I look forward to what the next year will bring.

 Who knows, It could be better or worse
But I will face it head on. With the help of my close friends, I would be able to face challenges that lie ahead of me.

To those that have been with me through thick and thin, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Your support let it be in the least way possible.
I am truly grateful.

Reading back my blog post sometimes brought tears to me as I decided to post instead of doing something ridiculous that I would terribly regret.

Yet so little time....

Yes, It has been a while again.

Everything seems to pile up again. Assignments, Quiz, Presentations and Projects.

Mostly all I could probably handle if everything went smoothly. Studies and team work is all that is required.

It is beginning to get even more and more hectic. More notes to study and understand. More drama happening during classes.

Sometimes I wonder why do conflict even happens in classes? We have been together for almost a year and yet I don't feel like I'm in a classroom. Then again, maybe it's just me?

 There are times when I look back and I begin to wonder what would I have done if I could start back all over again?
There are so many things I wish that I would have done last time and I don't have the time to do it now. It seems like there is no more time left to spare in the current situation.
After I'm done with foundation, it leads to degree. After degree perhaps another course?
Then Job?
Work?
The list goes on and on

But the fear comes to me that will I live to see that day come?
We take for granted that everyday is just a usual day but have you ever thought what would you do if you don't wake up the next day?
Have you any regrets?
Would you still hold grudges with anyone that you dislike?

Life is too short to make problems.
If something is bothering you, Just get over it.

Hope that I could say that to myself hahaha

Speaking of which,
I have been playing this game for quite some time

Brave Frontier

There is a Japan server and Global server.

Since I obviously don't understand Japanese, I'm playing the Global version which is in English. It's a rather interesting game where you are a "Summoner" that summons units to fight for you on your quest to kill the four Fallen Gods or something like that. Some times I deviate from the quest to do events or other stuff in game that I forgot about the main story line of the game XD

Anyways,

Your journey begins as a summoner, you summon more units or capture rare units from your dungeons (if your lucky enough, Capturing units does have rates) and progress through the story.

Maybe I'll explain more about this game later on if I have the time.

If your interested in this game, It's available in both IOS and Android.

 You can also add friends in game and you are given a choice to bring in friend unit which is the leader of the squad that you are currently selected.
Most probably better to start playing the game and learning through tutorial at this point. If not, you'll most probably not understand what I'm saying here :x

I guess that is it for now.
Hope I get to spend more time here ^^

Till Next Time~!

Life is testing me

 It has been a while since I said anything. It seems to be getting tougher and tougher each and everyday. With what I have to put up with. There are many things I wish i could have but life isn't that simple.And these things are beyond your control
You can't simply just take it in and hope for the best.
Because deep inside, I feel pain that no one has felt/

So I just put on a straight face and embrace everyday. Hoping that one day I'll find someone who understands me through thick and thin. Understand what it means to be me and in return, me understanding what it is to be him.

I'm not changing anybody

I'm just asking for someone to understand me for who I am

Because I'm kinda sure that I can relate to understanding you for who you are. I don't judge. I don't hold grudges. I treat you for who you are.

But if you don't tell me what is wrong, how can I help?

If we're suppose to work together for an assessment of some sort, How can I include your work or ideas if your just quiet in a corner?

How can a group come together if only 1 person is talking?

"GET BACK YOU SAVAGES"

Sometimes I just want to curl up in a ball and just stay that way, not looking at any one at all.

Keeping everything to myself.

Because not everyone thinks the way I do, the differences in us is what makes us humans. It is what that defines us.

Maybe I'm over thinking?

Perhaps that I have enough problems that when I think about this i go overboard?

Maybe so

But I can't deny the fact that I feel like a stranger everyday when I enter the room. None other then the person sitting in the same table with me or beside me during classes.

Other then that?

Response only when necessary....

Until when I have to keep it?

But to whoever reading this, Have an Awesome Day~ :)
You are who you are, and you can become anything you want to be.
Don't let any one influence or change your mind

Nyan~~~