Monday, January 12, 2015

How has your "new" year come?

Well,
I seem more relaxed then ever now. Nothing much to do. Still giving some thoughts about what should I do next. My results were already out. It wasn't that bad but it wasn't that good either.

Other people were devastated with their results. Some were very happy because they did very well. There were others who wasn't quite happy with their results because it wasn't what they aimed for.
Regardless of what you get, it has already happened. 
You need to move along.

Being sad for the long run ain't gonna do much help. 
You can only be sad until a certain period of time it won't matter anymore. 

"Oh yes, the past can hurt. But from the way I see it, you can either run from it, or.... learn from it"
-Rafiki
It doesn't matter what you did in the past.
What you do now is what that counts.

Don't be sad over something that you have no control of anymore. If you have done your best, there could be possibly other solutions to your current problems. Remember, everyone has problems. It all comes down to how well you manage the problem.

As times goes by, I realize that there any many things in this world that can only be learnt in school. All the others come from experience you must handle first hand. Let it be any small matter in the world from, choosing what you want to eat for a meal, to deciding what career would be your choice.

And all the decisions should come from you because you know yourself the best.


"You must love you"

Sunday, January 4, 2015

New year, New you? Or Better you?

Yes, I know this post is very very late and new year was like a few days ago. 
I was moving all over the place so internet sometimes just isn't there for me xD

Anyways,
Happy New Year!!
Let's make this year better and all that.
But honestly this new year, I don't feel so much like celebrating  or anything. Well, I actually never celebrate but I could actually feel the celebration coming from anyone else. It's because of the tragedy of the current floods that is occurring in Malaysia. So instead of celebrating anything, everyone is trying the best to help the victims of the flood.

Anyways, moving on.
So my degree is up next this year, I thought I was so sure of what degree to take next but now I'm suddenly unsure of myself. Its like I suddenly can't decide. 
With what I have gone through in the year 2014, as I said before these, There weren't really much fond memories that I would remember can carry forward for me.

There were many people who unconditionally just threw a small tiny shrapnel into me and being the nice person I am (Hopefully), I just endured it all, knowing that the sooner for it to end, the better so I could just continue.
However, I feel quite different now. I definitely feel relieved because I don't have to deal with all the tension and problems that I faced before but it even bigger obstacle lie ahead
 I feel like I'm being too kind but whatever.
I forgive people easily and I thought I was being too soft. Then again I realized that I don't feel as stressed up as other people who keeps feeling all angry because someone hurt their feelings.

I just move on, looking ahead not thinking about what you did that has left me in scars but what you would do to me in the future that I would avoid

A strong point I guess?
I also found this picture on what
-Naruto has taught me-

Ever since the manga ended along with Sword Art Online 2 anime, I felt like there was nothing to do. I wanted to try pick up another anime but I felt it wouldn't be the same, or perhaps I'm just too bored now.
 Of course, to those who haven't actually read the manga till the end won't actually understand the entire strip but you will get some parts.
I heard  The Last: Naruto The Movie is coming to Malaysia on the 29th Jan on selected cinemas so can't wait to watch it.
Also heard that part 3 of Naruto might be continued? featuring his son and such. oops (spoiler)

Guess that is it for this very late Happy New Year Post.
Remember Guys!

You live a life that none has gone through so it is up to you to live it as the way you should.

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

The year is .... coming to an end?

 It's that time of the year again.
The end of the year and beginning of a new fresh one.

Honestly this year, many things have actually happened to me. Lots of mistakes were made. Many lessons were learnt the heard way. All of which I could say has occurred for the best.
If I were to cross the same situation again next year, hopefully I'll do even better

The end of this semester also marks the end of my foundation.
How was it you say?
I actually don't have much fond memories. Memories that I would hold for life. But the only time I felt like I was being myself was during an English play.
That was the only time I felt like I was really enjoying myself. Or so I thought. The journey became less painful when a few people started to understand what I was going through.
Noticed the change that I went through from the beginning till the end.
As I was sad that as foundation was ending and that I had to move onward to the next step, They actually couldn't help but feel so relieved that foundation was coming to an end.

Regardless of what your choices are my friends, I wish the best for you.
 Deemo - Wings Of Piano

I look forward to what the next year will bring.
 Who knows, It could be better or worse
But I will face it head on. With the help of my close friends, I would be able to face challenges that lie ahead of me.
To those that have been with me through thick and thin, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Your support let it be in the least way possible.
I am truly grateful.

Reading back my blog post sometimes brought tears to me as I decided to post instead of doing something ridiculous that I would terribly regret.